I've decided to use this blog as my release valve as I once did along time ago, in a myspace, far far away. Some of what I write is pure fiction, merely fantasies, some of it is not.
Some of these fantasies have been acted out, some not.
In fact, it's been my experience that sometimes the fantasy is far better than the practical application
Perhaps it's the anticipation of the possibility of fulfillment. You know that familiar excitement....like when you were a fumbling teenager clumsily and slowly sliding your hand down across your girlfriend - as each centimeter passes, your heart rate increases, wondering if this time she'll let your hand slip into her panties...and explore the mysteries within. I'll disguise the names & places to protect the not-so-innocent.
The majority of this blog will be textual (that rhymes with sexual) but I will occasionally include images that excite me. I don't want to make this a "pRon" blog, but I am a voyeur, and a fan of erotic imagery. So if that isn't your cup of tea, you should move on. (Also, I'm not posting any pics of us, so don't even ask.)
I'm a happily married heterosexual male and very much in love with my wife, who happens to be bisexual. We define our own version of fidelity and have been together nearly 15 years. Monogamy of the heart..... but below the waist......well....let's just say we've bent the rules of conventional "marriage". "Swinging" isn't for everyone. For that matter I've not really ever identified with the "S" word. We don't consider ourselves to be in "the lifestyle". Too much work, too much drama and this city is a little too small. In the past we've had a core group of 'friends with benefits' but life has put us all on different paths.
I will continue a thread called 'deviant memoirs' which may be some good insight for me in understanding why I have such a dirty, filthy mind.
Some of the things that interest me (from varying degrees) and topics I'll be approaching in this blog:
- Voyeurism. I like to watch.
- Bondage - specifically rope play and blindfolds.
- 'Good' pornography. Who doesn't? (See #1)
- Erotic stories. Good ones...not the cheesy and tired old penthouse letters.
- Asian women. It's a bit of a fetish. Ask my wife.
- Threesomes. Out of all my group experiences, three is still my favorite number.
- Alternative lifestyles. From a cerebral point of view. I find them interesting.
- Costumes/lingerie/clothing fetishes. Boots! Stockings! Garters! Corsets! Latex! Masks! (See #1)
- light S&M. I once preferred and identified with the Dominant. After several naughty IM conversations with an internet friend over the years, my interests shifted to 'Cuckholding' and Female domination. By light, I mean this in a role playing situation and not a full on lifestyle.
- Reverse cross-dressing. By that... I mean women who dress up like men. Short slicked back hair and a business suit holding a martini in one hand and a cigar in the other. (This while she has some sexy lingerie on underneath. Maybe even a penciled-in mustache. I don't know, maybe there is some recessive bi-curiosity deep down there somewhere. When I was a teenager Madonna and some other pop stars toyed with this much to my surprising arousal. The non-traditional female role seems to be a BIG 'trigger' for me.
- Role playing. (Speak of the devil.) I can't believe we've never done this. But sometime I'd like to 'pick up' my wife in a bar...and/or also watch her get hit on from a distance. Perhaps at a lounge in a hotel where we secretly have a room. I sheepishly ask the waitress to bring her a drink and have her point me out. At some point she pulls out "her" room key, hands it to me at the bar and leaves. Or perhaps hire her to be my 'escort' some evening.
So there is a bit about me and my introduction to this blog. Cheers!
MDM.
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